Sentiments Of Me

I am in a slumber.
Living in my own dreams.
Flying in my own world.
Do you really think i’d care?

Immune I am.
This heart, hardened it has.
Blackened, it already is.
The black strong heart that defines me.

Nothing can pierce me.
Nothing scares me.
Nothing hurts me.

Your threats brightens my life.
It shows your true feelings of hate.
It brings out the best of me.
It resurrects the beast in me.

The very thought of you fires me.
Triggers this feeling of hate.
Sparkle this black ember in me.
You are my adversary.

I, armed with the fist of a haymaker,
Kicks of a thunder.

Do you really think you’d scare me?

Alone I walk this street.
This boulevard that I used to call home.
Once, my homeland.

Gone, it has.
Destructed.
For a better purpose, they say.
Forced to leave, we were.

My heart, torns.
For this place has rot.
My serenity,shredded.
My token of memory, gone.

As I turn my back,
tears filled my eyes.
Black tears that smeared this piece of me.
Sentiments of me.

Ages since this genocide began,
a black hole in this motherland.

For what use has this been?
This massacre.
Kill or be killed they say.

Long has the war drum beats,
war siren’s wailed.
Why has none of us answered?
Why has the world turns a blind eye?

We are the fallen.
We are the slaughtered.

How long will this holocaust be?
This eclipse that darkens our land,
darker, it has become.
Years has the sun once shone upon us.

Why has the light abandoned us?
The forsaken. We are.
Have we no right in this world?

Long have we wait.
We shall wait no more.

Aurora.
A sign of the awaited dusk,
an ending to this misery.

Within the light it suffocates.
Darkness, sins and despair.

Sombre dance fading.
The utter song of joy has spilled.
Misery lifted by this helping hand.

Dusk of a new age, this is.
Rise of the long awaited messiah.

A new hope for the sinners.
Renewed faith for the believers.
A new light.

A new dawn ablaze.
An end to this nocturnal days.

Isolated in this corner.
Alone, I am.

Desolated by my friends.
Left forlorn, I am.

Their eyes staring,
the cold wide stare.

Why?
What unforgivable sins do I bear?
Questions, unanswered they remains.

Loneliness stabbed me,
Piercing my wounded heart.
Aching me.

Blackened ember of rage burned inside me.
This torture must end.

For this, an exit I seek.
An entrance to another world.

Days passed by.
Youth abandoned me.

My body, wrinkled.
Eaten by time.

Friends died.
Guided by the reaper.
One by one they leave.
Deserting me.

Darkness thickening around me.
Forsaken, I feel.

Somberness sucking me deep into its abyss.
Powerless, I am.
Paralysed in my own darkened thoughts.
Desolated, I feel.

So near to the end, yet so far.
This silent cry of despair, when will it end?

In the silhouette of darkness,
we were born.
in this abyss, we lurk.
Sinners in the dark, we are.

In this endless abysm,
light, was never found.
An endless tunnel this place is.

Yet, the day come.
A time we’ll never forget.
The day you’ve come.

An army of light behind you.
Slaughtering this reign of darkness.
Bringer of light you are.

Your light filled this endless pit of sins.
Your teachings, never will we forget.

You baptised us with your teachings,
purifying our hearts.

How sacred they’ve become.
For this, we thank you.

You are the moon of my nights.

Confined, I am.
Alone, in this room of nothingness.

Selfishness guided me here,
foolishness locked me up.
What have I done to be this solitary?

Our tongue,
they say its the most feared weapon.
How right that is.
Words pierced their hearts, leaving its eternal scar.

Silent cry of solitude overpowers,
Smothering me.

Guilt, stabbed me.
Over, and over again.
Blood tears running down my cheek.
Remorse, I feel.

Thus, forgiveness I seek.
Hoping to find my lost diamond.